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Sunday, 9 February 2014 | 20:19 | 0Comment

The longer I live, 
the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. 

Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. 
It is more important than the past, 
than education, 
than money,
then circumstances, 
than failures, 
than successes, 
than what other people think, say, or do. 

It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. 
It will make or break a company, a church, a home. 
The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.

We cannot change our past. 
We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. 
We cannot change the inevitable. 
The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, 
and that is our attitude. 
I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me
and 90% how I react to it. 
And so it is with you. 

We are in charge of our attitudes.

Are you blessed?}
Tuesday, 4 February 2014 | 06:12 | 0Comment

If you woke up this morning with more health than illness
you are more blessed than the million who will not survive this week.

If you have never experienced the danger of battle, 
the loneliness of imprisonment, 
the agony of torture, 
or the pangs of starvation
you are ahead of 500 million people in the world.

If you have food in the refrigerator, 
clothes on your back, 
a roof overhead and a place to sleep
you are richer than 75% of this world.

If you have money in the bank, 
in your wallet, 
and spare change in a dish someplace
you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy.

If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful
you are blessed because the majority can, 
but most do not.

If you prayed yesterday and today
you are in the minority because you believe God does hear and answer prayers.

If you can read now, you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world that cannot read at all.

| 05:39 | 0Comment

i suppose i am happy.
like when i am with my friends,
throwing my head back and covering my mouth
as i shake with laugther
as a joke someone just made

but then day turns to night
and my carefree grin turns into an unexplainable sadness,
etched on my face like a tattoo.
and i lay in my bed
thinking about all the things i wish i could say--
all the things i'm too afraid to admit
even with only oen and paper and mind

it's night like these when i realize:
i am many things
i am happy and sad,
outgoing and shy,
rambunction and quiet

but mostly
i am just empty

It's okay :)}
Monday, 30 December 2013 | 22:33 | 0Comment

I know you've lost someone and it hurts. You may have lost them suddenly, unexpectedly. Or perhaps you began losing pieces of them until one day, there was nothing left. You may have known them all your life or you may have barely known them at all. Either way, it is irrelevant------ you cannot control the depth of a wound another soul inflicts upon you.

Which is why i am not here to tell you tomorrow in another day. That the sun will go on shining. Or there are plenty of fish in the sea- What i will tell you is this; 

it's okay to be hurting as much as you are :) What you are feeling is not only completely valid but necessary-- because it makes you so much more human. And though i can't promise it will get better any time soon, I can tell you that it will-- eventually.

For now, all you can do is take your time. Take all the time you need. :)

Happy new year anyway :)

Till then x 

Sunday, 22 December 2013 | 19:58 | 0Comment

quote, depression, life, sad
It's kinda irritating when people doubt other's feelings.
who are they to judge people they don't even know.
Some people act like they know better as if they could tell what will happen at the end of the story
Been there, done that.....much?
Its's not like everyone goes to the same direction or like evryone will end up on the same path.
Everything is imagined.
Everyone is totally lost.

because sometimes people do actually feel that way..
sometimes your life feels like it's craving it on you.
sometimes people really do feel like they don't want to exist..
like they want to just.. curl up in a ball...
and go into that placa between life and death..
saying "i don't want to exist" isn't saying "i want to die".
it's saying "i wish that, for the time being, i could go somewhere and not have to feel"..
i don't think there's anything wrong with that..

and if you don't know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does.

| 19:39 | 0Comment

alone, heartbroken, lonely, words, sad

I'm not sure if i'm depressed. I mean, i'm not exactly happy either. I can laugh and joke and smile during the day. But sometimes when i'm alone at night i forget how to feel...

Tuesday, 17 December 2013 | 21:33 | 0Comment


i just got back from sandakan about a week ago
My life there was so much fun. With all the laughs and the jokes.. esp the people... and my team

ah damn i miss that. 

We won second place tho :) Not that satisfied but still very happy and blessed. 
We were so close to champion (no kidding
Beating 6 country player and 3 stated player was hard. But i'm happy that their coach somehow freaked out that time. 

me, myionna, chaydee, joane and xiaxia have been chosen to be sabah players,BUT, only xiaxia and myionna yang pergi. Hm. Guess i'm not good enough  *sigh* can i not talk aboit this. It hurts.
But nevermind. i'm very proud of both of them. Really :) So please stop feeling guilty for doing nothing. u did great :) You deserved it. (you know who you are)

So here's some picture.....

Time flies when you're enjoying yourself - Mr.Bean


So till then x