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Tuesday, 4 February 2014 | 05:39 | 0Comment
i suppose i am happy.
like when i am with my friends,
throwing my head back and covering my mouth
as i shake with laugther
as a joke someone just made
but then day turns to night
and my carefree grin turns into an unexplainable sadness,
etched on my face like a tattoo.
and i lay in my bed
thinking about all the things i wish i could say--
all the things i'm too afraid to admit
even with only oen and paper and mind
it's night like these when i realize:
i am many things
i am happy and sad,
outgoing and shy,
rambunction and quiet
i am just empty